#001 - I was never meant to carry someone else's life in my hands.

“I was never meant to carry someone else’s life in my hands”

 I deserve freedom without guilt.

 I can love without fear,

 I can live without waiting for the worst.

 If I believe that I’m filth It will start to appear

But not if I change my thoughts first.

When raised in a place where generations decay,

it’s okay to find yourself decaying.

In my case I thought it’s inevitable, From what all my family was saying.

They do what they do and they tell me I shouldn’t,

 Get angry the day that i do.

 Telling me I was supposed to be different & things like I’m only as good as my crew.

In hindsight I look and I’m trying to learn, Start helping the young with my truth

Forgiving myself was the hardest but now I know

 I was only,

 as good,

as you.